Stretched

This season really has been so stretching.

Stretched in fulfilling responsibilities at work, at church and at home.
Stretched in hearing and obeying God's voice.
Stretched in denying myself.

I love that I'm growing, but boy it sure is uncomfortable.
And there's still so much more.

Lord, let me be so aware of You. When I find it hard to love. When I find it hard to follow your voice.

Thank You for your joy that is my strength. I can do all things through You!

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