Deborah Chew

On my own Weak, frail, unable Turn the table Frustration, Disapointment Stress, Tension _________________________ I see Your arms open wide Nothing from You I hide Comfort, peace, joy You are my strength. I trust You.

I am fully aware that this post will make me sound like a loser but isn't that what this blog is for anyway.... Here is where I splurt all my emo-ness because I don't like splurting my emo-ness on people in real life. Ok so here is my problem, and actually most people who know me will know what it is. (I guess i do splurt my emo-ness to ppl irl...)  And it's beginning to feel more and more serious. I'm lacking motivation to do anything. Like, anything at all. Excluding eating, sleeping and watching shows. and washing dishes. I like washing dishes. But ya. work? lazy. talking to people? lazy. exercise? rock climbing is slightly tempting but still, lazy. reading to become more informed/intelligent? lazy. DEBS WHY DEBS STOP DEBS HOW WILL U PROGRESS IN LIFE ya so pray for me and if u have similar experience and have overcome this terrible sad state and have good advice pls text me or smth thx